Up till now, I'm still wondering why did all these happened. I went for the camp, yes I didn't really think about you. I had fun in the camp. I didn't want to be reminded of all these, yet now, all's back again and I don't know why. It's like, everything else is no longer in place, yet I don't know why I'm still thinking about you, about all we had gone through.
Though times were short, but I'm glad it happened.
Thank you.

Back from camp!
Okay I'm seriously gonna die of fatigue already. Haven't really sleep since I reached home zomg.

So anyway, transformer on thursday night. Omg the movieeee was, omg. megan fox ftw hahahaha.
Went back home quite late, packed bag and slept at around, 3am. Woke up damn early the next morning to go to school #$@!%!.
Stupid darren said he would buy some food stuff to the camp, and again, he lied. What an asshole lol. So went, met, gathered. Nothing much to do actually. Checked into the room, and waited for the groups to come. After that was the treasure hunt activity which doesnt look like treasure hunt. Ran around the school like some mad people. Dinner, some nonsense things, then back to bunk to discuss second day's event.
I think this one really nonsense. My group is really nonsense. Discussed cheer, performace, costume. Then the rest of them came down to the girls room as well. Talk cock, and ate mac, until around 4am then went back up to sleeeeep. Nearly died, again, because of the bloody cold aircon. Lol.

Second day woke up at around, 7am. Ate pathetic breakfast, then went down to meet the rest for telematch. So sad we lost both games of captain ball haha. Cause my group members alllll girls. Then kai na so not tall, she couldnt catch anything we threw. LOL. Next was lunch, then I went back to room and shower and sleep awhile since I was having headache. Went to find them at block 50, and they were playing mudhill. Didn't want to play initially, cause I already showered and changed, but never mind they needed help for that game. Then water bomb after that.
After water bomb we went back to shower and sleeeep. I was supposed to go down to help them with the performance stuff, but I fell asleep for an hour, zomg. lol. popped 3 panadols, and it felt much betterrrrrr.
Had the fashion show thingy, omg, transformer really damn HAHA. She totally damn high. Sot de. Then had some dance party, we just keep disturbing people. My group girls gone crazy, totally.

After that went back to room. The drama beginssss. blah blah blah.... Everyone slept at like, 4am+.
Okay bored. The camp still okay lah, mainly because of all the nonsense things we all do. Mudhill, shaving creamss, all that nonsense. yes, my group is crazy people lol. okay man.
My elbow, arm, ass got abrasions. Damn pain and itchy. And I think my back like, sprained after the mudhill. It hurtsssssss oh no. K shit I realised got damn bloody alot of work left undone.
Shit lah. tmd.

K BYE ALL. I love you all hahaha. dont miss me.

I think I'm going crazy soon.
7 projects in hand now.
camp coming up next week.
oh my god.

okay never mind..

and, where are you again now.

FUCK LAH. :(

Hahaha. Okay I shall stop doing projects for a moment. I need inspirations for the bloody advertisement :(
On a side note, I said I will blog about the camp.

Everything in the camp is boring. Except the night time. But seriously, everything was so not organized, you all know it. From the start, it seemed like there wasn't even a proper concrete planning and schedule. In the first place, this is a bloody facils camp. In the right frame of mind, it should be just like the actual camp, but we're the participants, and we should go through every single activities that will be played/carried out on the actual camp. Yet we didn't even play anything, except those boring ice breakers, which, failed as well lah. Next, planning of the camp should already be done before this camp, our job is to play the games and improve on it, NOT ask us to think of what activities to carry out. We are facilitators/game masters, not the organizing committee. Unless you tell us that you didn't plan a single camp before, then too bad. Please don't let your lack of experience waste our time.
Ah, and this another asshole, keep on talking and talking during the discussion. First, I thought, okay lah, maybe he's okay one leh. I TRIED to think it that way, but after awhile I realised I was still right from the start. Hello, don't be so stubborn. Please, everything you suggested and said, sometimes makes no sense. This is a camp, supposed to be fun, interaction. Not some study camp, please don't everything also link to school work can or not. cb. You want to dominate the entire discussion then let you. Because everytime I suggested something, you will come up with another to cover over mine, and I don't see why yours is better than mine, yet that guy just wrote everything you said and take it as the final one. Hello year 1, he's just an old ass, he's got an old fashion thinking, you don't have to listen to him. What for scared of him. He's got no eq, he's got no life. He just thinks that he's on top of the world hahahahahahahahahaha no he isn't and he can't. Thats why during the second discussion I just sat there and msn, don't even bother about what the discussion is about, because no matter what we all say, it wouldn't even be taken into account cause that mother fucker would just come up with something nonsensical and it will be final. Lol...
Never mind, what I'm looking forward to the camp is just the loft, nothing else.
Since we're game masters, we'ld be probably free for the most of first day :D
And, don't say we didn't respect your members. I only respect people who respect me. I only respect people whom fufil their responsibilities. If you don't fufil your responsibilities, don't expect too much from me, get it clear. You define your role and my role. You get your cca points, I get mine. So, don't expect us to help you all to do all those work by right you're supposed to do. We're willing to help, not because of anything else, but because we don't want the 1st bfs camp to fail. But since you think it otherwise, then never mind.

Anyway, the night was crazy. Darren is an assssssssssssssssssssss. Weeks and days before the camp he told me he's looking forward to the camp's night time, cause he will bring alcohol over and the guys will drink and play. Hahaha, end up we didn't even drink a single sip because everything was gone.
So it was just the _____ or _____? Choose one. Damn joke. Actually we still had another message that we didn't send out. Oh, too bad. Darren is scared of the ____. hahahahaha okay. Lazy to type already.

OKAY BYE BACK TO PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

Wah lan eh.
Fuck you lah.

hahahahaha i cant stop laughing at what happened on saturday night.
darren.
hahahahahaha.
joke of the year.
lol.

WAH.
the camp is totally horrible, except for the night only. hahaha. i will blog details on another day.
first of all.

fuck you all, okay not all, but most. all don't know how to do things one still kpkb. define yours and our roles. then tell us what our individual duties are. dont think you all have any experience in doing all these things, yet wanna act smart. PHAIL lah. go bang the wall and fuck yourselves. k bye.

hahahahahaha no i'm not talking about who you think i'm talking about okay just think whoever you think i'm talking about then.

haha.
what if i'm really gone the next day.

It's just this and that.
You and you.
Everything just happened in a sudden, I don't even understand why.
All was just so fine before. Sigh.

I'm going to clear everything in my phone tomorrow. Yes.

I'm going to study frp now. Please let frp info go into my head, instead of thoughts about you.

Fuck.
Seriously there are just so many problems.
Why can't all these problems get away.
Sigh.
You, it, everything.

I paused, and I'm afraid it's really gone.
Pray hard, you'll be fine. and I'll still be here, for now.
You just gotta know that I can't/won't forget those days.

K. Time to sleep, and consider to study for frp later on. ciao.

Champion.
Treasury kind of die already hahaha. What's the point of knowing the key point but not knowing how to explain it. oh em gee..
And, the funniest part is that I nearly forgot to do the mcq questions. HAHAHA. Kept on writing and writing for those stupid essay questions, and when left with 10mins then I remembered I haven do the mcqs. Lol.
K bye.

JUN RONG YOU GOT TO WORK HARD NOW.
I should just work hard like last semester. So what if there are so many things happening around. So what if I'm busy with something else other than school work.
Hey, I just hope I could do as well as last semester despite all these things. Yes.
Or maybe it's just the person. Different perspective, different attitude, different person.
I hope I can work hard and do well these few days!
No distractions please Jun Rong!

K BYE. still stuck on treasury and someone please teach me :(

I KEEP ON WATCHING THIS VIDEO HAHAHA.

2009 just doesn't seem to be a very good year.
It's like a bad year for relationships. So many friends around me are facing so many problems.
So, I guess if things were to go well and they could get past this barriers, the relationship shouldn't be much of a problem for the remaining of the year.
Hope so!

I kept watching the Nobody MV. Wondergirls damn chio omg.
I just went to find the translation of the lyrics hahahaha.

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I don’t want anyone else
I can’t have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody, nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away? I hate it.
You ignore what I am saying
Why are you trying to send me to other guys?
Why are you doing this?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Stop it right now, you know me well enough
Why are you forcing what you know I don’t want?

I’m satisfied, I’m happy
If I have you I don’t want for anything else
Who do you want me to meet and be happy with?
I can’t be happy away from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not enough
Why can’t you understand that it makes no sense?
How can I be happy without you?

Back to the days
When we were so young
And wild and free
Everything was just like a dream
I want to go back to those times
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
Why do you push me away?
I don’t want nobody, nobody
Nobody nobody but you

Take care all.
I'm gonna private this blog soon.

it's been like, 21hours already.
just, where are you??

School on thursdays is pure shit. Waste of my time. 10-12 tourism lesson really damn boring. Boring tutor, boring lecture materials, kind of regretted choosing it lah. 2 hours of lesson time was spent surfing the net and doing aimless things. What's worse is that wisp from 1-3 is nonsense. Everytime watch movie, and watch those movies which I didn't really understood what it meant. What's worse is, every lesson always ask for my comments. Ha.

I feel that IS is screwed. The projects seemed, hard. OHHHHHHHHH NO. REALLY NO MORE TIME ALREADY.
please please i dont really want to waste all of my time and energy anymore. :(
i'm really tired now.
OKAY! BYE!

At first I thought, wow, 2 common tests only. How great year 3 life is. Turned out, 2 common tests & 3 quizzes. Please tell me, what the heck is the difference between common test and a bloody quiz eh. Still it takes up some percentage of that stupid module. Oh man.
TR, FRP, CFAS. All 3 modules I don't know much one. CFAS can just die off, mcq and I'll probably get just as much as the probability of the correct option. TR! I have no freaking idea how to read those quotes. Nice one lah. FRP is pure nonsense......... just like the tutorial lessons.

Yes. To put tests/quizzes aside, holidays are coming up! But, with projects every module (yes including that 2 bloody IS modules), my holidays are gone. Not to mention, bfs camp which is coming up righttttt after the ct week. Oh. 2 weekends gone just like that. Nehmind...weekdays are still free, however projectsssssss might still take them all up..!

:( HELLO YOU KNOW I'M CONCERNED, SO DONT SAY ALL THOSE THINGS AGAIN ALRIGHT.
WE'LL GET USED TO IT SOON, SO DON'T SAY YOU DON'T LIKE IT :(

Oh goodness. 15% of MFS is gone. Nice one.
After taking that stupid MFS paper, I felt like seeing you.
Don't know why. I missed you already.

Okay got to study for iv test tomorrow.
Thought I could go over, y'know, but never mindddd. :( :(

I just don't feel right today. and I don't know why.

BYEE.