Sunday, May 31, 2009
Thanks.
I hope it's real.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
4:03 PM;
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Hmm.
Tell me, what gave me all these power.
What's in my mind.
I myself don't even know.
Tell me, what gave me all these power.
What's in my mind.
I myself don't even know.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:56 PM;
Monday, May 25, 2009
Actually, I don't know why am I being so persistent.
Why couldn't I just give it all up.
Let go of all these, end all pains and sufferings.
Why?
Because, I'm really in love with you.
You make me have the power to do all these.
Yet you always seemed to be dragging them away, somewhere far.
I know, all those wouldn't had happened that day if there was nothing to begin with.
I know, you know it all. Just shut that person out of your world. Leave it behind you will you.
Don't be afraid of all that will happen.
Cause, I'm here...still, for now.
Why couldn't I just give it all up.
Let go of all these, end all pains and sufferings.
Why?
Because, I'm really in love with you.
You make me have the power to do all these.
Yet you always seemed to be dragging them away, somewhere far.
I know, all those wouldn't had happened that day if there was nothing to begin with.
I know, you know it all. Just shut that person out of your world. Leave it behind you will you.
Don't be afraid of all that will happen.
Cause, I'm here...still, for now.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
11:29 PM;
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I seriously have no idea how to start on my WISP assignment. Someone help me please.
Lol. Elearning assignments seemed alot. The problem now is that, I don't know what assignments are there. Still have to log on to chat about don't know what nonsense.
On a side note, yesterday was great! (: Went to bugis, and then watched movie - Night at the Museum 2. Still, as funny as part 1. Then went to clarke quay, boat quay to chill, and off for dinner.
Sorry, I tried to spend as much time as possible with you last night, but I had to go off earlier.
There will always be a next time okay :) love.
So, someone help me for WISP and elearning leh. lol. k bye.
Lol. Elearning assignments seemed alot. The problem now is that, I don't know what assignments are there. Still have to log on to chat about don't know what nonsense.
On a side note, yesterday was great! (: Went to bugis, and then watched movie - Night at the Museum 2. Still, as funny as part 1. Then went to clarke quay, boat quay to chill, and off for dinner.
Sorry, I tried to spend as much time as possible with you last night, but I had to go off earlier.
There will always be a next time okay :) love.
So, someone help me for WISP and elearning leh. lol. k bye.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
5:42 PM;
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
E LEARNING IS NEXT WEEK. ZOMG. DAMN FAST.
NO WISP TOMORROW. ONLY STUPID ITI, WHICH I THINK I WONT GO. WASTE OF TIME.
Okay. IBSM? or the other one?! HOW!
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
6:46 PM;
Monday, May 18, 2009
School's really boring.
I can't believe we ran out of the lecture halfway.
LOL.
And, cfas tutorials are somehow, getting ... ... Ya. Lol.
K bye.
I can't believe we ran out of the lecture halfway.
LOL.
And, cfas tutorials are somehow, getting ... ... Ya. Lol.
K bye.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
7:19 PM;
Sunday, May 17, 2009
My phone hanged, my com hanged, when I was about to backup my things in my phone.
There were just too many texts from you...
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
1:11 PM;
Oh, I so want to get a new phone. I'm kind of sick of my phone right now. X1 ! Looks cool, but its laggy I heard. Maybe updated firmwares would be better! Hope so, hope by next month the price would dropped by an amount. Hopefully I could get some free vouchers from singtel. New phone hehehe.
CFAS tutorial, makes me want to sleep.
Maybe it's karma.
It's 1.11am now. Where are you? Are you sure all these that had happened, are to be forgotten and given up for what deem to be just a small misunderstanding? Paranoid, is the word.
I have no idea what I got to say. You told me, we would travel around Singapore. I believed, looked forward to. You made it sound as though, it's something that is really going to happen. I hoped so.
You told me all those you had wished, had been done to you. I'm trying. But do I even have the chance to execute certain things right now? I wished I could.
If you didn't want to give up on yourself, I'm gonna lend you a helping hand. After July, it'll be done. It's really time to slowly let things go. You said you will. I trust you. I know you will, and you can.
After all, it's just me, believing you. In the end, it'll be you; shattering me, or believing me?
It's 1.11am now. Where are you? Are you sure all these that had happened, are to be forgotten and given up for what deem to be just a small misunderstanding? Paranoid, is the word.
I have no idea what I got to say. You told me, we would travel around Singapore. I believed, looked forward to. You made it sound as though, it's something that is really going to happen. I hoped so.
You told me all those you had wished, had been done to you. I'm trying. But do I even have the chance to execute certain things right now? I wished I could.
If you didn't want to give up on yourself, I'm gonna lend you a helping hand. After July, it'll be done. It's really time to slowly let things go. You said you will. I trust you. I know you will, and you can.
After all, it's just me, believing you. In the end, it'll be you; shattering me, or believing me?
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
1:11 AM;
Friday, May 15, 2009
OH, what a long day. Investment tutorial was really boring. I didn't even hear any single thing, just spent the entire tutorial trying to connect to the net, and after that was fb all the way. Lol.
Went to play pool in the afternoon, like, damn long didn't play already seriously!
Then edwin and me went to the POSB and MayBank at bukit timah, and get all the brochures there. I bused back to hv, and went to the different banks there to take as well. OMG seriously, attracted many stares from people. Because all the banks in hv are like, side by side. So I went into 1, take, went out, went into another one, take, and the cycle continues for 6 banks. LOL what a joke.
Okay, I'm tired now.
Sorry. You know I didn't mean to say those words. I'd expressed my words of explanation already. Sorry. I believed all these while.
Went to play pool in the afternoon, like, damn long didn't play already seriously!
Then edwin and me went to the POSB and MayBank at bukit timah, and get all the brochures there. I bused back to hv, and went to the different banks there to take as well. OMG seriously, attracted many stares from people. Because all the banks in hv are like, side by side. So I went into 1, take, went out, went into another one, take, and the cycle continues for 6 banks. LOL what a joke.
Okay, I'm tired now.
Sorry. You know I didn't mean to say those words. I'd expressed my words of explanation already. Sorry. I believed all these while.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:08 PM;
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
HELLO EARTH.
School has been a chore recently. Tell me why, year3 students seem to be so damn bloody slack now, when it's their final semester and they should be working hard to improve GPAGPAGPA! Okay this may not apply to all, but at least it applies to me and a few of us. Literally, dragged my feet to school every morning. Sian. Alarm rang, just snoozed until idk what happened and the phone just shut up forever.
Like today, alarm rang at 7.15, snoozed till 7.45. Continued to sleep, woke up only at ~8am. Rushed, ran, squeezed up the mf bus.
Bloody hell, I didn't even touch any tutorials for this entire week. Aiya nevermind. Lazy to do. lol.
This week's really boring. There's IS tomorrow. Sigh. Nevermind, at least I enjoyed monday:):)
K BYE LA. don't waste your time reading anymore. you're really bored if you're reading this now. If you're really that bored then talk to me on msn, i'm bored too!
all i can say is that, im really in love with you.
leave behind your thoughts about him, will you
School has been a chore recently. Tell me why, year3 students seem to be so damn bloody slack now, when it's their final semester and they should be working hard to improve GPAGPAGPA! Okay this may not apply to all, but at least it applies to me and a few of us. Literally, dragged my feet to school every morning. Sian. Alarm rang, just snoozed until idk what happened and the phone just shut up forever.
Like today, alarm rang at 7.15, snoozed till 7.45. Continued to sleep, woke up only at ~8am. Rushed, ran, squeezed up the mf bus.
Bloody hell, I didn't even touch any tutorials for this entire week. Aiya nevermind. Lazy to do. lol.
This week's really boring. There's IS tomorrow. Sigh. Nevermind, at least I enjoyed monday:):)
K BYE LA. don't waste your time reading anymore. you're really bored if you're reading this now. If you're really that bored then talk to me on msn, i'm bored too!
all i can say is that, im really in love with you.
leave behind your thoughts about him, will you
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
11:21 PM;
Friday, May 8, 2009
School sent me another letter. I thought I had forgotten to attend tutorials or whatsoever.
It came in a big, white envelope. Bloody hell, it was crumpled when I received it. Thinking what nonsense thing it was, I just tore the envelope apart.
I looked,
LOL. It arrived freaking crumpled. Worse than some useless tutorial sheets that I throw around.
Okay, end of my special appearance. Just felt, a little happy for a moment. First time director's list. Don't play play. K bye.
SHANNON & EDWIN should be have also right?!?! :D
It came in a big, white envelope. Bloody hell, it was crumpled when I received it. Thinking what nonsense thing it was, I just tore the envelope apart.
I looked,
LOL. It arrived freaking crumpled. Worse than some useless tutorial sheets that I throw around.
Okay, end of my special appearance. Just felt, a little happy for a moment. First time director's list. Don't play play. K bye.
SHANNON & EDWIN should be have also right?!?! :D
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:25 PM;
Monday, May 4, 2009
When I'm with anyone else, I'm thinking of you.
I don't have any ways to get you off my mind.
I wonder how would you feel, if it was the other way around.
Like the other day when you feared I didn't contact you.
I don't have any ways to get you off my mind.
I wonder how would you feel, if it was the other way around.
Like the other day when you feared I didn't contact you.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
5:47 PM;
Sunday, May 3, 2009
I feel it's weird. I'm feeling damn sian. I just didn't want to think of anything.
I want to be alone and keep quiet to myself. But I just can't stop myself from clicking on my msn and start talking to people, and start ranting. Why?!
JUN RONG PLEASE STOP!
):
I want to be alone and keep quiet to myself. But I just can't stop myself from clicking on my msn and start talking to people, and start ranting. Why?!
JUN RONG PLEASE STOP!
):
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
11:15 PM;
It's the first time I'd played a song repeatedly for almost 100 times, on my ipod.
So, being truthful sometimes really hurts. If you look back, things were totally fine and going well, until that fact daunted upon you. I know it hurts, but there's nothing that can be done. You said it was halfway done, yet now it's none. If all those that had happened ain't because of how you feel, then what was it? You said you will go back to that period, but you couldn't; just because of that, which caused things to head back to zero.
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel. Don't say you feel it only when you see it. You don't, because you're stopping yourself from doing so.
You said move on, where do I go?
Let it run free, things would step in on its own. Or rather, that's what I hope you would do...
i really love you.
當你確定你要離開我
我沒有說什麼 就當做了自由
有好幾次我都想挽留
哭求也沒有用 就當做是寂寞
因爲我能明白 他的溫柔 對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我 誰是你的最愛
其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你說愛我
其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他
So, being truthful sometimes really hurts. If you look back, things were totally fine and going well, until that fact daunted upon you. I know it hurts, but there's nothing that can be done. You said it was halfway done, yet now it's none. If all those that had happened ain't because of how you feel, then what was it? You said you will go back to that period, but you couldn't; just because of that, which caused things to head back to zero.
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel. Don't say you feel it only when you see it. You don't, because you're stopping yourself from doing so.
You said move on, where do I go?
Let it run free, things would step in on its own. Or rather, that's what I hope you would do...
i really love you.
當你確定你要離開我
我沒有說什麼 就當做了自由
有好幾次我都想挽留
哭求也沒有用 就當做是寂寞
因爲我能明白 他的溫柔 對你是種解脫
就坦白告訴我 誰是你的最愛
其實你很愛他 對我的懲罰
說你沒有想他 是可憐我吧
我已沒有藉口 只能放手
不敢奢求 你說愛我
其實你很愛他 他很溫柔嗎
其實你很想他 就說出口吧
我已不想多說 摀住耳朵
不想再次聽到你說 你很愛他
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:20 PM;
