Thursday, July 31, 2008
Schooled at 10am this morning.
Look, it's 10am, not 11am. I've reached an hour earlier than you, and so what if you think I'm fucking wasting time? At least we reached much earlier and completed everything, so that we can settle who's presenting what. Look, we are meeting in the morning just to make sure everyone knows what they're presenting, and clarify any doubts. We're done with it, why can't we have our own conversation? You don't have to say that we didn't talk to you, because you never took the initiative to talk to us first as well, so why do you think we should talk to you first? What the fuck lah, you're done with your part, you could just leave and do your own things right, we ain't stopping you man. You rather we meet earlier and settle everything asap; or meet at later time and ends up finding out there's something wrong but we've got no time to make amendments? I admit, I want all my assignments to be rather perfect, I want no flaws. Can't we make more careful decisions on our own parts? Come on man, if you can't find info, does it gives you a reason to do other people's part, and claim that it's the part you're supposed to do? I've already done my part long ago, already had the reasons, already gonna take the video. I really doubt that you even know we had a video, before today. I don't really care, I just want this last presentation of the semester to be done with, and relax for some time before my revision starts. I don't want any trouble right now, but you've insisted on playing such politics, I wouldn't mind complying. If you want a war of words, I'll join you. I leave a warning first. If the tutor ever comes finding us, or we gets into trouble, or our grades get affected, which meant my GPA gets affected, I tell you, you'll NOT be glad with what I'll do. I'm fucking serious okay.
Met Amanda for project, and then Richie was such a big shot, 4 people waited for him to have lunch. Hahaha :D
Then had presentation, and Richie's group was first. Their egggggggggy video was funny and nonsense, but ours was more rubbish. Class was rather interesting today. You know, it's so funny, when someone sits just right next to you, yet she have to talk to u on msn. It's so, cool, ain't it? Then the next group was on pre-marital sex. It's such a freaking interesting topic, how I wished we've gotten that topic lahh. Imagine, amanda alicia me richie got that topic, confirm alot of nonsense one lor. So, the group presenting it, wasn't exciting. They made the whole topic so dead! So during the presentation, Alicia showed me something funny, and awhile later, Amanda showed me something too, which made me laugh like mad. Amanda ah, don't be sad, consider there's inflation ah, price may increase. HAHA. Alicia is a crazy woman. She thinks too much man. She even went to google her name, and my blog was one of the search results. LOL. This will prove she's crazy.
aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! ;; says:
i love ******! (fill in with that name man)
SOOOOOO, Class ended at 4 for us, as we all have briefing. After which was some talk at lt20, and it's rather boring. awwwwww, felt so sad today.
Tomorrow's got to wake up earlier to meet someone, since it's revision lecture. Must reach early lah wah lao. Tired leh. ):
aiyo,last day of school.must seeee more.
[edit]
HAHA, I'm freaking unlucky. Did I mention, this morning, the bus I took broke down?! The engine nearly exploded, smoke was appearing from the engine, like, omg. If I didn't alight the bus, you might be seeing my photo in Straits Times, certain section. Haha.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:47 PM;
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Hola!
I woke up damn early this morning, for what reasons, I don't know. So I went to read yesterday's newspaper which I didn't have the time to read it last night. So while reading, I dozed off on the sofa. WAH LAO, read newspaper also can sleep, power right. Not everyone is equipped with this supernatural power. Rushed to bathe, and out of the house. Reached bus stop, but ah chia not there yet. Thought she left without me (aww, I knew she wasn't that bad HAHA). First time, she's so late worzxzx. Nvm, at least we took the bus which was not crowded at all.
I tell u, that girl is really nonsense. She talks all the rubbish things, but, she's damn fierce. Especially with that, "WHAT!" and her looks. Okay lah, I shall be a kind soul and not blog about her. She's a nice person with alot of scandals and secrets HAHA.
SOOOOOOs, ECD presentation was up next. Whole class wore the bazaar shirt, except someone. NAWWWWW expected it already so it doesn't matter to me. What makes me irritated was when, that person, gave me some wtf look, and made me feel like landing a punch on that person's face. But, being a nice guy, I didn't. (: Lol. Our presentation was, alright, except some, part, which was, rather, boring.
I admit, I'm damn sad, because I spent so much effort on the video, and the idea of including some jokes. BUT right, no one laughed at the part, which I thought was the lamest and funniest, or maybe not ):
The climax came, at ZS aka the Joker. He really played the role as a joker, when he was thrown the reflections. He just went, and spoke with weird accent, and nonsensical words. WHAT HE SAID THAT STUNNED ME THE MOST WAS, "I will pass on to Jun Rong now, where he will conclude the whole presentation."
WTF?! He's already kind of ended and said everything that could be said, and he threw the baton to me, which I had no choice, I threw it back to him. So the joke came up with a joke.
"Last of all, we would like to thank Ngee Ann Polytechnic for having this module which gave us a chance for this experience."
TOTAL NONSENSE LAH WAH LAO.
Jean's group's video, had this picture in it. WHY MAN!
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So, thinking that we've completed a superb task, we headed to alumni for lunch. So, we took so long to order our food, like as thou, we're throwing a celebration party. After an agonizing wait of 25mins, the food came.
Chicken cutlet, hokkien mee, shrimp paste chicken, beef fried rice, tom yam soup w beehoon, and, one bigggggggg (ok not really big) bowl of tom yam soup.
We somehow, forgot that there's a lecture in 15mins time. You won't believe how, quickly, we choing-ed our food. Just gulped everything down, and rushed for lecture. Poor Richie nearly vomitted.
All 5 of us, feeling so full, slept in the lecture. EXPECTED luh, but its the second time I slept in lecture la! Afterall, it's a boring accounting lecture.
OKAY I'M FEELING SO FUCKED NOW, BECAUSE OF SOME ASS BIATCH. I'M SORRY BUT I HAVE TO VENT MY ANGER.
OKAY! BACK TO UR PRESENTATION WORK.
even that backview of yours was enough to make my smile last the evening.
NIGHTS PEOPLE!
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:53 PM;
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
I have so much to say today.
School-ed today, FMS tutorial in the morning. Went through CD calculations, and I understand nuts about it! Help! Gosh, exam's coming already. The afternoon lecture was in a rush, and I didn't really catch those hints. Even if I did, I didn't know what exactly it's testing on, because, I don't remember much of previous topics. Awww. I feel so sad.
BUT, after lecture, off to canteen 1.
"Correct hor Jean..."
:D :D :D
Bought bubble tea, and to ourspace to do the video for tomorrow's presentation. Halfway done in school, and it's now completed, just with the music undone. I hope it's suitable for the presentation, 'cause i think the video is rather crappy, with nonsense subs in it. Hahaha. We loved 'The Joker' so much, or rather, I'm too obsessed with him, that, he's INCLUDED in our video. My god man. What on earth is happening to it.
Thats why, that movie should be NC16, and not PG. It's too, too, too... aiya, don't know how to explain. Hahaha.
SO, I reached home, thinking what should I do. Couldn't think of anything, so i went to eat junks while reading newspaper. Bathed, came out, and ate dinner. When you're happy, you really have good appetite man. Thats some facts about me. When I've got no appetite, you know I'm sad. I wonder how some people can gorge themselves with loads of food when they're feeling low. I WANT THAT TOO!
So, if, I can be happy everyday in school, just like the past 2 days, my life will be muchhh healthier HAHAHA ya right junrong.
Went to bus-stop. While waiting for Jean's bus, my phone rang. It's my ITP LO whom called, telling me that he'll be unavailable on thursday, thus asking me when I'ld be free to meet him for briefing. Since I was free, and I don't mind walking back to school (for some reasons), I went back to blk53. Didn't regret, although the weather was like, freaking hot lah. Can chao ta one please, although I'm used to the sun in the past. Haha.
Anyway, my house district the MP came to my house, or rather my level. Because my dad went to complain yesterday at some, you know those meet-the-MP session? My dad loves to complain. You know. So, I wonder, why when the MP come, must have so many people follow him sia. Like theres anyone whom want to assasinate them heh.
Okay, I'm freaking busy with my ECD presentation now.
Bless me for presentation tomorrow. (:
[edit] - 12.15am
Oh yeah, I forgot to say, my ITP LO told me, I'm the only one in that company. Its an international finance company. He said, the officer in charge of me is very nice, called, Ms Shirley Ong. I hope she's real nice, since she'll only be handling with me from NP. Awww. Priviledge. Haha. Whats the most exciting thing is,
MY ALLOWANCE IS ONLY $550 lah. I'm DAMN sad okay. I thought I would get like, maybe, at least $600 lor, but NO man. ): ): ):
But nvm.
I'M DONE WITH MY VIDEO, AND I'M SO PROUD OF IT. I HOPE IT'LL MAKE PEOPLE FEEL HAPPY TOO.
Brother's going to Taiwan tomorrow. 1 week won't see him aye. Room alone. Hahaha. Safe journey for him :D
I hope he gets something nice for me, although I doubt he will. My birthday he also don't want buy anything for me lah. ):
[/edit] 12.35am
NIGHTS ALL.
buenasnoche.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
10:22 PM;
Monday, July 28, 2008
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
is to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...
Singapore - 0, Brazil - 3
Scorers: Diego, Ronaldinho, Jo (Brazil)
Red Cards: Silva (Brazil)
adios
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
11:01 PM;
望着远方的天空，我找寻未来的希望
天上星星闪烁着，仿佛在对着我微笑
关于你对爱情的执著，我会毫不犹豫的坚持
我的行动都以你为中心，就等待你在我怀里的来临
时间 是爱情的导线，我守住承诺 再辛苦也不留情
HAHAHA!
I have no idea what did I typed, because my chinese really sucks now. From sec sch till now, don't know deprove how much already lor. Lol.
So, it was a fruitful day to school. Took video for UR presentation, although we haven't really started much on the slides and content yet, but nevermind. Had hell lots of crap while video-taking. Met up with guys with jean & crystal there for ECD presentation. So, most of the presentation was alright already, with some editing for me to do. AND! I haven't done the video of pictures yet! Shit, I totally forgot about it.
Went to lunch with zs, o h m y g o d.
:D
Saw shawn with as usual people, and xt at another table. So me and zs decided to sit there to take a look at him. Coincidentally, shirley and friends were sitting at the table next to xt. So zs and me had hell lots of rubbish talks, and you never had thought how guys can gossip about rubbish things. That guy can talk about every single thing around us, and with me around, it'll be a total nonsensical conversation. I wanted to eat slower, and continue sitting there, for some what reasons, but xt left, so we followed. They went to the library, so did we.
WE LIKE SOME STALKERS RIGHT! But no luh, I'm not so free to stalk him hahahaha.
it's the closest i've gotten. thank god for it, i hoped for more (:
Okay, I think I better get started on the pictures now. Really slacked too much during the past weekends. Argh.
AND TOMORROW'S GOT IEF LESSON. OMG.
CIAOS!
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:01 PM;
Sunday, July 27, 2008
twinkle twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
There are so many stars in the sky, but you don't see them all the time.
Sometimes you see one, sometimes two, sometimes many many more.
They blink, so you couldn't see.
But I've caught a sight of that one star, glittering in my sky.
dear god, it turned into a hope, and i wished it came true.
[edit]
paracetamol helped. (:
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
10:23 PM;
Oh wells, 2 days ago I was still wondering how am I gonna spend my weekend.
Here I am, spending these two days at home, doing NOTHING. Seriously, I feel damn slack now. I haven't started studying, haven't been doing projects. WHY! I can't get a clear mind and think of what to do. Just felt so bored and troubled, for god knows what reasons.
On the brighter note, theres NO lessons tomorrow! Mondays without lessons seem to be the best medicine for anything, because it meant NO IEF. Speaking about IEF, I know nuts about what the heck is happening in US. Please enlighten me please. I pleased you twice, so better help hehs (:
Can't believe this year, I've not went to watch the NDP rehearsal lor. Last year, I went like, maybe 5 out of 7 rehearsals. This shows how bored I was during weekends last year, and too, watch the always-the-same fireworks. Oh this year I didn't go, not even a single time. On my birthday, I don't think I'll be watching either, I don't know hahaha. I have no idea where to spend my birthday at. Maybe I shall spend it alone at home, watch the NDP parade, which I haven't watch it for quite some time.
2 more weeks I'm turning 18. But, it doesn't excite me at all. I don't really have the feeling of happiness that I'm turning 18. Its like, just a birthday, although it allows you to do many more things legally, like drinking, smoking, driving, which none of it is part of me. Maybe my birthday is to celebrate, the nearing of my attachment! HAHA. I hope someone I know is at the same company as I am. IF not, boo ):
ANW, heard of the singaporean twins girls whom went to taiwan, called BY2? 16 years old only, got album already sia. Somemore they're like quite popular there luh. They're not bad looking lah haha.
So now, I shall take a few minutes off my busy schedule of rotting, to take a look at my UR and ECD presentations, which I haven't really started on. OH please I hope by tomorrow major parts of the presentations are settled.
people come and go. i'll enter your life, and not come out, open your heart and wait for me.
CIAOS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:20 PM;
Friday, July 25, 2008
ITP working hours / days : 9am - 5.30pm / 5days.
YAY, 5 day work week. No saturday work for me.
AND ZHONGSHUN, I work till 5.30pm, not 6.30pm. :D
Officer in-charge of me is called Shirley. Hahaha. And ohh, briefing session on 31st July, 4pm, when I'm like having my IS class, presentation. What bad timing.
gahhhhhhhhh, I feel so pissed with my dad.
):
and hello shithole, if you can't take words that come out from my mouth, don't let any come out from yours first. so what if i'm supposed to be like so good with you, so what if everyone have the tolerance. once, twice, thrice, its okay. over doing makes you look like a total clown. some things i don't want to say in front of you or anyone, because i respect you, but you've made me lose all the respect i had for you. even if we're good friends, theres a limit to everything. being too nice, too close, doesn't give you the right to say all those things. you might think people don't care or doesn't bother. then when you said you didn't bother, why go around crying and whining. go think about it, before opening you gap the next time round. one more time, you'll receive two words from me, FUCK YOU.
Hehhh. Weekends are coming, and, I don't know what to do. ):
hey, i walked past you today. you may not noticed me, but i did take a second, ok third, alright, many looks at you, cause make my day. (:
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:32 PM;
No, its not helping.
Maybe a new phone will help (:
Oh, IS class today, was rather, exciting.
We watched, some, supposedly M18 stuff. Lol. No luh, that teacher is a joker. He said, those below 18, please leave the classroom, cause the documentary was about sex, men, women, and, sex. Then watched 'When Harry met Sally'. The show was rather interesting, and the funny part was when Sally imitated a fake orgasm in the restaurant, and everyone was like staring at her.
Freaking hilarious.
And, I haven't catch Red Cliff. SOMEBODY, PLEASE WATCH IT WITH MEEEEEEE.
I'm getting emo day by day if I still don't catch it. Haha, actually, I don't know why I want to watch that movie also. Aiya, no other shows to watch anyways. Wait for Money No Enough 2 to be out, and laugh my ass off in the theatre.
TEEHEE.
Good night world.
ihopetoseeyoutomorrow
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
1:12 AM;
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I'm emo.
My ITP is at some, company, I didn't hear before. I was hoping I could get into like, Bank of China or OCBC or maybe even AIA, which some of my friends got into. Just received email from school.
Details of your INDUSTRIAL TRAINING PROGRAMME are as follows:
Attachment Period (yyyy-mm-dd) : 2008-08-25 to 2008-10-11
Company : MISYS INTERNATIONAL FINANCIAL
Address : 2 SHENTON WAY #14-01
SGX CENTRE 1
OHH, I didn't hear of this company before. I'm suaaaaa kuuuu, but, ): I hope some friends of mine are in the same company as I am.
I HOPE the pay is high. probably $800 will do :D:D:D
LOL. I heard Citibank is like, $900+ worzxzx. But ain't sure thou. Hope that foreign companies give higher pays. TEEHEE.
[edit]
Omg, I heard it's some Islamic Bank. HOLY, omg. So anyway, I still couldn't find anyone in the same company as me, or near me. Nearest, I think should be Edwin and Zhong Shun, at Bank of China & OCBC respectively. Probably meet up for dinner or lunch at nearby cheap places.
OCBC building has MAC, and this spells trouble for ZS. I think he might probably spend his entire pay, on food. Haha, I'm being so evil. Ohhhhhh, I'm evil. WAHAHAHA.Okay, eileen says I'm emo, and I shouldn't be. Fineeeee. Lol.
"why so serious"
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:04 PM;
okay yes, i deleted the latest post. i just let all my emotions n thoughts out, so i thought it'll b better to delete it.
right now, i don't have the mood to type properly. i don't know what i have to say.
theres plenty to say.
let me write it out, i'll scribble a few pages. but i won't.
thoughts come and go, but memories stay.
one moment today, i was glad, but just, for that moment.
when you said some things are impossible, how sure are u to make that statement?
one moment u may say so, but another moment, things changed.
people says that, when love comes knocking on your door, you wouldn't keep it closed.
if i'll be gone tomorrow, you wouldn't take a wink at me. because, i'll be gone before you could react.
NIGHTS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:02 PM;
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
you walked out of my life .
wherever i go i see memories of the lies .
i'm the one to be blamed ,
and now i suffer all these pain .
i'm never gonna be the best for you ,
but you never had any clue, how much i actually do .
all i know was that, if you're leaving .
nothing will ever stop the bleeding ,
all the words will have no meaning ,
if you can't even find the feeling .
i know theres nothing to make us stay ,
but i would use my last breathe to say,
to make you understand,
how important you were,
how important you are.
I was just emo-ing. and just typed some random stuff that got into my head today. (:
School-ed today, from 9-11. FMS tutorial only.
Went to town to catch The Dark Knight.
*bows* for the Joker's acting.
I would say it's nice, but some parts are really boring.
Long day tomorrow. Should I go to school? hmm.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
7:42 PM;
Monday, July 21, 2008
OHHHHH. I didn't spend a single cent today! YAY. I'm saving money. HAHAHA. Thats because kpt treated us to mac this morning. ((:
Just some pictures from the bazaar.
Some joker trying to do something stupid. hahaha
I'm more interested in the money than anything else LOL :D
I didn't get to see today. Awww. Sad.
CIAOS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
4:54 PM;
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Its been real long, since I've last touched mahjong tiles. But, everyone lost, except that birthday man. He always just like to win 1tai or 2tai, when I'm like, gonna win some 'qing yi se' or 'ping hu' or whatever luh. Just when I've decided on playing 1 or 2 tai win, he came out with some man tai stuff, and send me go yaya.
And oh, mahjong made us forgot that theres Wii and PS3 upstairs, sooooooooo totally mahjong madness last night.
I've got to rant. I cant gamble for sake. Would you gamble if you had this luck of mine?
Played bridge, and wow, I've got all four 2s, some 3,4,5,6,7,8,9 cards of different colours. I thought a chance of redistributing the cards, but oh no, an Ace appeared in my hand. Just one Ace. So that round, we lost, without even winning a single set. LOL.
I thought it wouldn't be such bad luck again, who knows, my hand in the next round were somewhat similar, but luckier abit, having a J and an Ace.
I've got such good cards to play daidee, why not we play daidee instead. So, we played daidee, and my cards were amazing.
Out of 13 cards, 7 spades, 3 clubs, 2 hearts, 1 diamond. WTH MAN. And worse of all, my biggest card was an Ace, and having only 3 pictured cards, J J Q. ):
AHHHHHHHHH.
iwannaknow, caniknowplease.
NIGHTS ALL
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:56 PM;
Friday, July 18, 2008
Somehow, I just can't hide my excitement.
:D
I was happy again, and thank god, we had walked there. If not there goes the chance.
Muhahaha.
OMG.IM FEELING IT.call me crazy or what, but too bad. (:
Heading over to yp's place soon, for some mahjong and wii sessions.
CIAOS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
7:59 PM;
Thursday, July 17, 2008
RED CLIFF!
SOMEBODY PLEASE WATCH IT WITH MEEEEEE.
))))))))):
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
11:40 PM;
TEEHEE.
I just love to go to school. Everyday is a happy day, or rather not. Only these few days hahaha.
:D
Got 2 gangsters keep disturbing me. I'm like the, best already, I never disturb oneeeeeee lor. But those 2 gangsters keep teasing me. Tsk tsk tsk. LOL.
Today I shall be a kind soul. I save some trouble for you gangsters. No alta today.
(:
NIGHTS YOU.
ohhh.
56.since.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:39 PM;
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
bitch those stuff. fuck those things. you're all just spoiling my appetite.
I talked to a stranger today!
`junrong. (::
hello there
' rene. mind:
hi.. you are?
`junrong. (::
hello. i am jun rong
`junrong. (::
you?
' rene. mind:
erm.. im irene..
' rene. mind:
do i know you?
`junrong. (::
ehh, not really. just to make new friends here (:
`junrong. (::
hope you don't mind
' rene. mind:
i see.. yep i dun mind..
IRENE FTW.
LOL rubbish man.
p/s: irene please tag if you see this okayxzxz :D
Hahaha. School today was rubbish. AAA tutorial was spent playing. I didn't attend previous lecture, so that means that I wouldn't have the notes. No notes = nothing. Next was ECD tutorial, which again, was spent playing. Because there isn't supposed to have any tutorial, and also just to get back the written test. Guess what?
I FAILED MY MCQS. LOL. I saw 8marks for the MCQ. I remembered having 10 questions, so I was damn happy, thinking that i got 8/10. THEN, I saw 'shunzhong' paper, and he had 14marks.
STUNNED. I only had 4 out of 10 correct for MCQ. Lol. Tikam also wrong until so jialat. SO 12marks out of 60marks flew away.
SO, u can roughly guess how much I got huh. tsk tsk.
I got 47/60. HAHA! 12marks from MCQ gone, and the remaining written parts only lost 1 mark. I seriously can't believe it. I thought it would be like the MCQ saving me, just like all other tests. Lol, 不可思议 OMG.
Maybe, I just had good luck today.
((((((((:
probably real good luck.
Today was probably the best day of school, since the June break. I swear to god, i wished everyday was like this. Haha :D
not 1, not 2, not 3, not 4, but 5. OMG! I just love those moments.
i already have my birthday dream ready. and it's just gonna be you.
HEHEHE.
I CAUGHT YOU ALT-A. DON'T KPO, I WON'T TELL U GANGSTERS ANYTHING MUHAHAHAHA!
Goodnight world.
peace..
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:43 PM;
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
FUCK.why!
okay. So, today's lesson was just 2-4pm. Damn stupid right? Just for the FMS lecture, which I didn't understand anything. Totally didn't know anything about the interest rate topics.
I need help with this man. Help somebody.
KC came over to np today, and met up with yp and we went to find tecksing. Me and kc went to bukit panjang with him to collect the cake, and went home. AND it is like my, first time, to that place. LOL. So took 184, and transferred 61 home.
On the bus I sat next to this sajc girl, omg, she's damn pretty I tell u. (:
Time for ECD report.
CIAOS.
its been long.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:47 PM;
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
TECK SING!
good eh. 18 years old already.
i'm still so young. i'm the youngest among the 4 of us. lol.
so well. kc is already 18. so is tecksing now. and yp as well this week.
AIYO, i'm so young. hahaha wth.
ENJOY BIRTHDAYS MANZZZ.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
12:31 AM;
Monday, July 14, 2008
Sometimes, I'm wondering why I have so much time to slack and rot around, while some people just totally don't have enough time for their school work. I thought of a few reasons why:
I don't do tutorial.
I do assignments, mostly last-minute.
Studying for tests and exams are always last-minute.
I'm lazy HAHAHA.
Shit lah, sometimes I don't understand how can people stare and do all of the tutorials. Although there isn't alot of tutorials, but, aiyah I just find it weird.
I think I'm slack. ):
maybe she knows i'm waiting, and i doubt she knows that i am because she doesn't care whether she knows or not and whether i am or not. i hope she does something good because she's special.
you spur me on. you motivates me.
i am not moving, because you are the one that keeps me going.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:14 PM;
Oh oh.
Wells, I shall not talk about the bazaar.
So it was still school today, IEF today.
As usual, sucks totally. Grr. Being suan again lah, wth.
Nothing much happened today thou.
did i see you just now? i'm too tired today to observe things.
I'm so tired. I should have taken a nap just now, but I didn't.
Alrightsssss.
BYE.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
5:50 PM;
Saturday, July 12, 2008
These two days were seriously tiring.
Thursday
Woke up early in the morning, and to realised, my dental was on next week. LOL. This is what stress can cause. ): So anyways, went to check out the prices for different stuff near my house area, and then bused down to clementi to meet Richie at 1030. Wanted to go to bookshop, but it will only be open at 11. Thus the both of us, went to NTUC to shop for fruits. Okay, I didn't know much about fruits, so, I just walked and stood around looking aimlessly at those fruits. AWWW, we didn't buy any anyway. Bookshop-ed then to school.
Designed the poster, and went for IS lesson. AND, this week's assignment is to, find a stranger, and chat with her online. Okay, thats rather weird, and where on earth do I find this stranger.
ANY passer-bys who see this message, PLEASE do me a good deed and add me online HAHA! (:
Okay so anyway, got our topic for final presentation, and mine is on singlehood and marriage.
I think it's something like, is singlehood more popular than marriage these days? Haha. I wanted the question on, "Is pre-marital sex bad?" I think it's damn interesting to write about, and everyone will be like so interested in it. DUNCH YA AGREE??
FRIDAY
HOHOHO. As usual, lecture then tutorial. Tutorial started at 11, and it ended at 11.30. So, we waited and waited and waited and played with some lame stupid "magic" trick at 72-lvl9 while we handed in our FMS, until 1pm. Bus-ed to depot road, and, I swear to god, I had the worse feeling again. Hahaha. After that, went to holland, then clementi. NTUC, market, kfc, then Richie's house. Did our stuff, slacked, watched 7pm & 9pm shows (beeeeecause of those hot girlssss), ate, nonsensed, and, I don't know what else.
Left at 11pm, and here I am now, sitting in front of my computer.
I tell u, ACER SUCKS OKAY. ):
OH, THOSE WHOM DO NOT KNOW, PLEASE READ THIS.
12 JULY, AROUND 2PM ONWARDS.
SOMEWHERE NEAR WOODLANDS CIVICS PLAZA (some field near there)
WE'VE GOT A CARNIVAL BOOTH.
WE'RE SELLING MANGO SNOW ICE.
SUPPORT OKAYXZXZXZ.
damn irritation caps, but pardon me for that moment. (:
YUPS. I hope SUCCESS tomorrow. Blesssssssss please.
oh oh, did i mention i felt damn happy at the canteen today again? :D
BYES NIGHTS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
12:40 AM;
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Mixed feelings.
ECD test, I guess it was rather screwed. Practically only knew 3 out of 10 MCQs. Short questions and case study, tested on what I didn't study. OHHH BOY.
But nvm. 2 times I was happy today. Ecstatic. Okay.
ECD bazaar is nearing. I have 2 days left to prepare. To get those fruits, boxes, banner done. Sudden feeling that, everything is just so unprepared for. I feel stressed.
After saturday, I will be relieved from all these, I hope. I feel damn poor now. I'm only left with, like so little money for now. Sigh.
Dental tomorrow. Stupid. ):
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:26 PM;
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
I realised that my house is running out of supplies. Supply of my snacks and junk food. I'm terribly hungry and my mouth is itchy, and I just cant seem to find anything nice/exciting/interesting to munch on. Argh.
ECD test tomorrow. Bless me. I understand almost nothing of it. Reasons being, I don't attend ECD lectures, or even if I do, I won't be listening. And, I think that ECD is boring and it sucks.
SO when i think that it sucks, I'll never be interested in it, so, I won't understand anything. Yet bazaar is nearing, and somehow, I feel that everything is just so unprepared. ):
ANDDDDDDDD,
I announce FMS project is over. Okay, not exactly over, but I won't bother touching it much anymore, mainly because I don't have the time to. Besides, I didn't consult Sharon Phua about the project. WHY didn't I? beeeeecauseeeeeeee.
consult her = know something is wrong = a need to change = takes alot of time = no time to study ecd aaa = push everything back = rush of preparation for bazaar = possibility of making huge losses = work/con to earn back my money = not enough time for my own things = lesser time sleep = cannot recover from my sickness = no mood study for exam = stress = do badly for my exams = over-stress = goes crazy = becomes insane = death.
SOOOO, thats why I didn't consult her about the project. I think about my life. This consultation might cause my life to shorten, by ALOT. Hahaha, rubbish. Anyway didn't consult lah, just gonna submit soon. Lol.
(:
i missed that moment yesterday. ahhhhhhhhh!!!
Anyway. July and August will be a great month ahead. Yes, because exams are nearing! Haha no, I'm just joking.
July and August meant that we will be meeting up! YES we're meeting surely, no matter what.
Teck, YP and MY birthday. :D
Thinking about it, we haven't been meeting up regularly like last year. Perhaps everyone is busy with school work. Well, nvm, at least during birthdays the 4 of us will meet up.
And I just realised all four of us are studying totally different things.
One learning how to read people's mind. One just loves to play with chemicals, like in sec sch. One interested in planes. And me, in business. -.-
okay. lol.
Back to studying ECD.
BYESSS. :D:D
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
5:10 PM;
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Yesterday was a trip to town with the guys, and we caught Hancock. It's a nice show, full of action and laughter. Recommend you to watch it if you haven't. (:
I still cant get it off my mind. I guess it's growing stronger and stronger, and I will be persistent. I still hope the best comes out of it, and I'll wait and try no matter what.
Bless meeee.
OFF TO FMS!
:D
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
1:21 PM;
Friday, July 4, 2008
OH school.
FMGT lecture was boring. Shouldn't have went, seriously. FMGT tutorial was alright, hoped I've gotten some participation marks.
I need participation marks badly. I am always noisy in class (other than IEF), but most of the time what I say isn't relevant to the lesson. Thus no participation marks (maybe negative, who knows).
AND GOD! ECD participation is 20% okay. I was so shocked. That teacher MINUS away so many stars of mine because I didn't know how to answer her questions. UNFAIR OK. SHE ALWAYS ASK ME QUESTIONS. So 20% fly away. Bye bye!
Anyway, I got suan by FMGT teacher in class. Shall not talked about it. Arghh.
After lesson, off we went to faraway land. Chased after 74, we headed towards hougang interchange.Bus ride was long, and I needed the toilet so badly. That feeling sucksssss.
Bused to serangoon after that to meet that Jerry guy. So we started playing with that machine to create ice shavings. Not exactly fun, but, virgin time lah. We got to eat milk ice, which wasn't really nice. Lucky we didn't chose that. (:
AND I GOT TO RANT!
Some clever boy, named "GXM", was utterly smart. He told us that 151 would be much faster than 74 to head back to school. Boarded the bus at around 5.45pm, everyone fell asleep. The bus moved, and at 7pm, WE STILL HAVEN'T REACH THE SCHOOL. Finally at 7.30pm, we've reached. HAR, take the bus for so long.
OKAY I NEED HELP FOR DECORATION OF THE STUPID BOOTH POSTER/BANNER/ZHAO-PAI/WHATEVER-YOU-CALL-IT.
:D imissed.itsbeenlong.
CIAOS.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
9:13 PM;
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Reached school at 9.40am.
Went to blk56 for some don't know what stuff, then discussed about the bazaar.
Seriously, I can't think of any ways to decor and design the booth manzzzzzz.
)):
IS at 1pm.
Had some activities on speed dating.
Had 3 minutes to talk to the girl opposite you.
So stupid. So thirsty. So tired.
Haha.
And for the first 2 lessons, we just have to write an essay about men and women in relationships. -.-
And theres really a big difference b/w men and women, that is, women love to write. Those girls in the class really can write alot. So it makes me ponder if I chose the wrong IS module. BUT aiyahhhhh, cannot change anymore, and it's quite interesting also lah. Understand things through different perspectives.
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:50 PM;
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
HOLA.
I feel damn bored. Cause I'm blogging everyday. I just have nothing to do when I start to lie on my bed with my laptop heating my blanket for the nighttime.
So school wasn't exactly fun, ain't exciting. Damn boring, unlike last week first 3 days of school.
its not like. its not love. its not crush. its not eye-candy. its not infatuation. its nothing that you think, because you don't understand. its just a feeling that even myself cant explain.
its just something, special.
Today was bored. Tutorials were boring, and lecture lasted for only 30mins. So slacked at ourspace, hoping to do some FMS work, but ended up slacking. Ok, I shall go take a look at my FMS project now.
Bye all.
buenas noche
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:07 PM;
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Good day to all.
Bad day to me.
Woke up with slight fever and my whole body was aching. So didn't meet up with the rest for FMS project. Slept all the way to 9+am and dragged myself to school for ECD lecture.
Despite being sick, I still went to school. How hardworking I am. HAHAHA.
Go school also got purpose one lah, if not I would rather sleep at home the whole day.
SOOO. time to slack now. I haven't done much of FMS, and with AAA & ECD tutorials tomorrow morning, I feel totally bored of school work. ): I am still thinking if I should go to school tomorrow or nottttt! But I surely will go one nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
adios.
(:
& we cant change.
just reminisce;
8:09 PM;
